5 months. FIVE months. How the heck did we get here? It's hard to believe that Emma has been with us for five months now. That's like almost a whole half a year.
So far everything's been great.
Yeah. Right. Who am I kidding! Everything? No. A lot of things, sure, but not everything. As much as I'd like to claim it, she is far from the world's happiest baby. She has her moments, of course. And most of the time she is pretty docile. But some days she just cries. Still, even now, at 5 months, she will cry for no discernable reason. Sometimes she cries because she's hungry and I'm trying to feed her. Really kid? Other times she cries because she's tired. But she won't go to sleep. And then she'll cry because she's in the wrong room. But still, there are times she cries for absolutely no reason, and there's no consoling her until she decides to stop. And usually then, she'll eat and go to sleep.
And sleep? I'm pretty sure she slept better when she was a newborn. Naps, if she'll take one, now mostly hover around the 30 minute mark. And I'm lucky if she does this 3 times a day. At night she still wakes up at least 3 times. Not long ago she'd sleep till around 4, wake to eat, then sleep till 7 or 8, sometimes 9. Now she wakes around 1. And then 4. And often again at around 5, 6, and 7. And she basically sleeps attached to a boob the entire time after her first wake up. She does sleep in her crib until then though. But yeah. It's pretty exhausting. And no luck napping later in the day with her. Cause as I said, she hardly naps.
And for the love of Pete, can someone please tell me why this child is STILL spitting up? I don't mean like just a little dribble here and there. I mean oftentimes full blown exorcist stuff. We keep burp cloths placed strategically around the house at all times. It's rather disgusting.
Speaking of disgusting, diaper output is fan-freaking-tastic. Like at least 10+ per day. One good thing though, she's only ever had diaper rash like twice, and that was a very long time ago. Like when she was less than a month old long time ago. So that's super.
She's finally laughing now! When she wants to anyway. She's very stingy with the full on laughs. She'll smile and coo all day long (as long as she's not crying) but she makes you WORK for those laughs. And most of the time the work is not good enough and she will not hand out even a tiny laugh. She also has this high pitched squeal she loooooves to do, often in place of a laugh, for which I have named her my baby velociraptor. But it's fun and I love it.
Developmentally she is doing great. She reaches, and grabs, has great head control (and has for like forever). She passes toys from one hand to the other. She chews everything (no sign of teeth though). She tries to sit up when she's laying down all the time, her core is going to be fantastic by the time she figures it out. And if you hold her hands, she will pull herself all the way up. Even onto her feet. BUT. She still isn't rolling. I'm almost worried about that, but watching her play, I'm pretty sure it's a choice, not a delay. She just has no interest in it. She can, and does, roll up on her side, but she just stops there. Like, "This is good enough Mom."
I'm certainly not used to trying to balance a baby and work and home stuff. Something is constantly getting neglected, usually the home. With the first two, I didn't work for like at least their first two years. Now, I basically never stopped.
I am very proud to say that we are 5 months in and still exclusively breastfeeding. This is the longest I've gone without supplementing at all. I can't say it's all been easy either though. There have been times where I have considered quitting. And still I question if she's getting enough. But she is growing just fine so I guess she is. She has started solids, but up until this week it wasn't very regular. And still it's really just for practice, but she's suddenly gotten very good at it. And she seems to love oatmeal mixed with apples. The next food on our list is going to be carrots.
I know she's growing, but man she's still so small. It's so weird too, because it seems like she's gotten so big, but she hasn't. Compared to her birth size, I guess she has. And she's (as of her 4 month appointment) growing right on her growth curve, but that curve is only 35%. For weight. For height she's only 25%. So she's still a tiny little thing. And she still has room to grow in her 3-6 month clothes. But she's not 6 months yet anyway I suppose. If it's anything like the last two sizes, she won't outgrow them until she's about 7 months anyway. Again, weird to me, because the first two were always in a size ahead.
But even with her little quirks and high maintenance nature, this girl is such a blessing, and brings so much joy. She does give me pause though, and make me wonder if we do decide on another, will it be even more picky than Emma is? Or is Emma our designated rough patch and it'll be all smooth sailing beyond her? I guess we'll just have to wait and see.
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